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chris mom crazy
don q
beeeeeeeeeeeeeer
cigs
ahi tuna
steak and shrimp
not with the program
too much time on the island
crasy insanity
open house
must call gillis mother
wish me luck
i love christopher
marry into family?
not sure dance in dark
but dance
i love to dance
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Dec. 28th, 2004 @ 12:07 pm
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Dec. 24th, 2004 @ 02:39 pm
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LiveJournal doesnt do it for me anymore.
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SAL I been sleeping on the roof of my building It's cooler than the street. I been watching the setting sun As it bounces off the avenue Turning into gold dust at my feet. OH-WOH-OH Carlos and Yolanda Dancing in the hallway To an old melody Spanish eyes and soft brown curls My love, my love Come to me.
I believe I'm in the power of Saint Lazarus. And he holds me in his sight I know that these jitterbug days I'm livin', Well, they won't last for all of us, But they'll last for a long summer night. I can feel the fire in her eyes Tonight, tonight Under satin summer skies.
THE VAMPIRES OOH-OOH-OO-OOH-OOH-OO OOH-WOO-OO-OO
GIRLS Baby, baby, baby Be my special one I seen you move in from across the street I like the way you walk I love the way you run
Baby, baby, No more baby talk
Papi, this ain't MayagЁ№ez
This is the island of Nueva York
We'll go through the projects, Make-out on the roofs An' count the stars like silver studs on My . . .
Motorcycle boots
Tengan cuidado con ese tipo.
Ay verdad te digo, ese tipo es tan sucio.
?Sucio!
HERNANDEZ You wastin' your time, they don't know what I do You little ghetto weeds . . . I feel like killin' you.
Banana-colored light-skinned spics, You feel your peel so fine? I'm HernЁўndez, The Umbrella Man, Your future's locked in mine.
The Chaplains and The Golden Guineas The Red Wings and The Crowns, The Mighty Mau Maus, Those Shines from Brooklyn, They want to cut The Vampires down
The Savage Skulls, The Fordham Baldies, They'll treat you like you're piss From the heart of the barrio, now my brother We tell them mother fuckers suck on this.
I think we got something to talk about. You're a coolie from the turf. That's cool, but you don't get no respect around here unless you belong to a bopping gang . . . I mean, you either belong or you get hurt. Or you could buy some protection from me.
'Cause if someone's got to die To pay for the shit they done I believe in an eye for an eye What you believe in, Salvador AgrЁ®n? Mr. AgrЁ®n? Se?or AgrЁ®n?
SAL I believe I'm in the power of St. Lazarus And he holds me in his sight I believe he watches over us all Don't tear apart This satin summer night. |
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everlasting
and elliot likes the beatles
and i have been living at the hotel. decadenceeverysinglenightoftheweekanditisneverenoughforme.
but love you forever anyways
worlds collide and christopher robin the kitty sang to me Winny de Puh outloud
i will stay here in paradise and forget my coldweathernightmares
love is always in the air. its everywhere and it suffocates me
please ill send you my love
..my love
but you wont send me yours i am the egg man i am the egg man i am the walrus!!!!!!!
I MISS YOU ALL I DO I DO I DO I DO I DO
see how they fly like lucy in the sky see how they run.
i wont be back for christmas ill never be back ill never be back ill stay here till i am done dreaming done stewing in this boiling pot. this island an egg
in a microwave watch how i expolde watch how i implode its better dont you know its superiour
there is no better revenge than exito! and i have gottan mine.!
i am the mother fuck walrus!!!!!
cooooooo coooo cachooooooo! |
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they are so amused by their substance use could it be? that for me
the whole bit is just getting old?
Dec. 17th, 2004 @ 02:50 pm
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i spent the whole day at the lemontree fucking fuck
darrel isnt coming by today :(
although i am pretty sure i am seeing chrissssssy tomorrow after my exam
yaysies.
i want some chinese or burgerking or something for dinner. we have had bread and cheese for the past 4 or 5 days i think
mahhhh...
elliot comes tomorrow and hammy comes the 21st
crazy crazy crazy
the padres may let me stay in the lemontree overnight. in which case i will mos def be having some ppl over shhhhhh. dont tell em "_-
yo everybody in the club getting tipsy.
Dec. 14th, 2004 @ 04:59 pm
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i have been hungover all day. its 3:43 here and i am still dead as fuck.
ugh. i was supposed to go out with the horned dorset set tonite. but i really just have no energy whatsoever. have a glass of baileys to kill the hangover.
meow.
i drove down to boqueron last night with eric. i fell asleep in his car at around 1:30 and awoke to hear him say "dame un diego de perrico" and i was up.
i am going to learn to drive the padres are getting me a car.
w00t :)
Dec. 13th, 2004 @ 03:43 pm
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i dont feel that great a lot of shit is messing with my zen.
thats not good.
and i hate it
chris had to go home early tonite
allie isnt picking up/returning my phone calls
mah!!!
eric wont call me back. i dont want him too. its late and he has exams. mayaguez is 30 minutes away..
bluh.
anyways. ill just drink my medalla. a little baileys we'll see how much it takes. maybe ill walk to villa cofresi for a bit to figure things out.
love frances love love love love
i have seen many shooting stars recently. my stuff is gettting toooooo complicated to describe.
i leave it alone too much. i leave it alone too much
please kitties please a little love and a little love
Dec. 12th, 2004 @ 07:48 pm
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trust me its over rated
sand fucks up all relationships.
i've been hanging around with the horned dorset crowd lately. english german austrian australian puertorican hahaha even when we all speak english the accents are almost like different languages.
my father has a tropical infection. jungle rot of somekind in his leg. its terrible. huge pus balls.
tonite ill go out with chris. 1,2,3,
4?
Dec. 12th, 2004 @ 10:05 am
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Malibu 151
instead of college. i am opening a Banana Stand.
:)
Dec. 11th, 2004 @ 10:10 am
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stuff at school really sucks
i went out last night with eric though that was cool i woke up this morning and i was still drunk so i had 2 more medalla and just chilled
allie has been acting strangly and i jsut dont want to deal with it. .... that. so i am hanging out in the library. i did 30$ worth of perrico yesterday. thats ....ecd up . i know eric prefers the other so ill try and smoke him out a little more next time i get the chance.
send me some good vibrations today. because i think i reallly need them. this is going to be one lo9ng day. i need to start mixin baileys with my coffee.
love peace hope that tomorrow wont suck as much as today.
Dec. 8th, 2004 @ 08:13 am
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i think i need to stay here and cut off from people in the states a little bit. or i need to go back to the states and make something happen. because its just too much for me to deal with thinking about both. fucking with my zen.
or maybe its just that i partied way to much this weekend and i am finally coming down and going back to school etc. that always bums me out.
i havent mailed in any of my applications yet. i havent done shit i feel like.
i dont really care anymore. or again or something.
too much introspection drives me nuts. i think i am going to chill tomorrow nite with colegio boys. then on thursday some of my buddies are doing a show at Rincon of the Seas. ill go to that. friday movies with adina and other folk. then this weekend whooooo knows. mah.
school just seems like something i do during the day. i dont feel like i am learning much. thats weird.
fuck it.
Dec. 6th, 2004 @ 04:33 pm
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i kinda wish i was in a cave.
Dec. 6th, 2004 @ 01:13 pm
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not all conversations need to end with smiles. sometimes things are difficult and thats okay. thats just the way things are. i am not sorry i was a drug addict. it made me who i am today. i am sorry if i hurt you. but i hurt myself much much more. i am not sorry i dont always have the answers to your questions. i wont make up something. ill tell the truth i dont know.
dont analyze me. or try to pick my brain.
dont think you know what i do. because you dont and probably never will.
and dont tell me you understand. you dont fucking understand. you dont know what its like. you will never know what its like. or what it was like.
dont bring me back to hell and then ask me why i am crying. you look like a fucking idiot.
fuck you fuck you fuck you
Dec. 2nd, 2004 @ 07:57 pm
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wow everyone is getting mad snow rain and just plain old cold stuff. hammy went home today. to some cold ass shit. its about 80 here. hah
going to meet some austrian girls. they got a trip around the world as their graduation present. so yeah. i guess they are in pr now.
love love love
Nov. 28th, 2004 @ 01:50 pm
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i think today would be great if i could just hit the waves. or actually just sit in my backyard and work on my tan. i have a great new bikini that i got on sale for $15 :) if i ever figure out how to post pictures i will post one hahahaha because its just so cool. yet..........
hammy left this morning :( well only 3 weeks till the guys are back. and today elliot and i will paint the lemon tree and try to fix it up and get it ready for tuesday. i think i am staying home from school on monday so that i can help work at the hotel.
check it out
www.lemontreepr.com
Nov. 28th, 2004 @ 07:57 am
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greatest day i went surfing with hamilton and elliot i caught a few really really good rides. just chilled. surfed. now we are going to have a great pasta meal. then probably go out to pools bar with the fam / my amigos then if it works out cool allie and i will sleep over at the lemontree :) possibly we can have people visit us and deliver some DonQ
yey!!
oh i feel so great. well. i feel totally wasted from being out in the water all day. but i have a chilling tan and i am in a total gromzone.
PEACE i love everything today. the fucking sun sand sea chilling hot fucking surfer guys. girls with great bodies. ugh. :)
Nov. 27th, 2004 @ 05:13 pm
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yay yay yay hey hey hey lets go go go surfing now. hey hey hey yay yay yay lets go surfing now.
wooooooooooooooooo! finally gonna hit the waves. i hope there is some happening surf today. love love love
Nov. 27th, 2004 @ 07:32 am
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i hope there are some decent waves today. elliot hamilton and i are going out. maybe there will be some action at domes. domes always has shit. peace.
Nov. 27th, 2004 @ 06:03 am
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